I feel like I can’t focus on anything today.
I try to do my work as usual. I finish it on time with only a minor revision. But I still feel there’s something off today.
I check everything. My next work, my schedule plan today, my to-do lists, my desk, drawer, surroundings, but I can’t find any anomaly.
My friend jokingly said I might be wearing unmatching socks, but that’s not it. And no, I wear a matching one today.
I eat my usual menu for breakfast and lunch. A bowl of chocolate oatmeal with hot tea and lunch menu set provided by a family restaurant near my office. I didn’t drink coffee instead of chamomile tea for a month, but that’s not about it.
I’m scratching my head, wondering what is wrong today.
As I glance at my phone, I realize something.
Um, could it be...
My head might be bleeding from this continuous scratch but I don’t know how to react.
Uh… It’s not that I didn’t notice, but…
Should I?
Nah, you could be laughing at me if I ask.
Or simply brush it off with that common lies.
Overthinking never helps, but here I am, staring at my phone with my mind full of unnecessary thoughts.
After that continuous typing-erasing thing, I give up.
Maybe not today.
I try to do my work as usual. I finish it on time with only a minor revision. But I still feel there’s something off today.
I check everything. My next work, my schedule plan today, my to-do lists, my desk, drawer, surroundings, but I can’t find any anomaly.
My friend jokingly said I might be wearing unmatching socks, but that’s not it. And no, I wear a matching one today.
I eat my usual menu for breakfast and lunch. A bowl of chocolate oatmeal with hot tea and lunch menu set provided by a family restaurant near my office. I didn’t drink coffee instead of chamomile tea for a month, but that’s not about it.
I’m scratching my head, wondering what is wrong today.
As I glance at my phone, I realize something.
Um, could it be...
My head might be bleeding from this continuous scratch but I don’t know how to react.
Uh… It’s not that I didn’t notice, but…
Should I?
Nah, you could be laughing at me if I ask.
Or simply brush it off with that common lies.
Overthinking never helps, but here I am, staring at my phone with my mind full of unnecessary thoughts.
After that continuous typing-erasing thing, I give up.
Maybe not today.
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