Am I going to say it or not?
I sighed as I’m scrolling on my Twitter feeds.
Trying to find some distractions from the voice inside my head.
People still complaining and only care about themselves.
I let out another sigh.
Sipping my cold caramel macchiato to get away with the heat.
Though the air conditioner blasting the cold breeze inside this café.
Well, I’ve kept it for a long time now, so I guess it’s okay?
I don’t know.
Then there you finally come, walking through the door with that innocent face.
You take your ice Americano and talk about your current projects.
I’m listening. Yeah, but I developed some skills to think separately whether should I or shouldn’t I. Calculating every options and possibility while giving the response you need to hear.
And when you stopped talking, I guess it’s finally my turn to test on today’s luck if I ever have it.
Telling someone about your feelings is never be easy. At least for me. Nobody ever properly teaches me how to do it.
I look at you, trying to figure what’s on your mind after hearing such… surprising confession? I’m not sure you’d be surprised actually, and yeah, look at that smug face.
And I can’t really hear what you say afterward. But I’m sure you really mean everything you’ve said.
I don’t know if we make a good decision or not but I know we have this tendency to make things turn so bad.
I sighed as I’m scrolling on my Twitter feeds.
Trying to find some distractions from the voice inside my head.
People still complaining and only care about themselves.
I let out another sigh.
Sipping my cold caramel macchiato to get away with the heat.
Though the air conditioner blasting the cold breeze inside this café.
Well, I’ve kept it for a long time now, so I guess it’s okay?
I don’t know.
Then there you finally come, walking through the door with that innocent face.
You take your ice Americano and talk about your current projects.
I’m listening. Yeah, but I developed some skills to think separately whether should I or shouldn’t I. Calculating every options and possibility while giving the response you need to hear.
And when you stopped talking, I guess it’s finally my turn to test on today’s luck if I ever have it.
Telling someone about your feelings is never be easy. At least for me. Nobody ever properly teaches me how to do it.
I look at you, trying to figure what’s on your mind after hearing such… surprising confession? I’m not sure you’d be surprised actually, and yeah, look at that smug face.
And I can’t really hear what you say afterward. But I’m sure you really mean everything you’ve said.
I don’t know if we make a good decision or not but I know we have this tendency to make things turn so bad.
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