Another day has begun.
I thought didn’t move much but my body aches everywhere.
I stretched my body while trying to remember what I did yesterday.
Checking my smartphone to find it almost 11 AM with some notifications. 3 emails, 3 messengers, 2 chats, 1 reminder.
Uh…
I don’t feel like doing anything today but this grave is too cold and lonely. I need something to distract myself at least for today.
I push myself to wake up and making breakfast. Or brunch. Forcing myself to eat something while browsing all of the social media platforms.
Good news, bad news, I read it all. People complaints, people judges, that’s how society goes.
I try lightening up my mood by listening to some uplifting songs.
This is the time when I know I need to go out.
When was the last time I got to hang out? I don’t even remember.
Checking those emails and chats, most of it related to works, but nobody asks whether I’m good or not.
Living too much in silence won’t do me good. I call one of my friends, ask them to go out for a coffee. I got a yes. So I’m preparing myself to go out. I don’t care with who or what kind of topics we talked about as long I could get out of here and run away from my thoughts for a while, I guess I’ll be fine.
Thus, another day has passed.
I thought didn’t move much but my body aches everywhere.
I stretched my body while trying to remember what I did yesterday.
Checking my smartphone to find it almost 11 AM with some notifications. 3 emails, 3 messengers, 2 chats, 1 reminder.
Uh…
I don’t feel like doing anything today but this grave is too cold and lonely. I need something to distract myself at least for today.
I push myself to wake up and making breakfast. Or brunch. Forcing myself to eat something while browsing all of the social media platforms.
Good news, bad news, I read it all. People complaints, people judges, that’s how society goes.
I try lightening up my mood by listening to some uplifting songs.
This is the time when I know I need to go out.
When was the last time I got to hang out? I don’t even remember.
Checking those emails and chats, most of it related to works, but nobody asks whether I’m good or not.
Living too much in silence won’t do me good. I call one of my friends, ask them to go out for a coffee. I got a yes. So I’m preparing myself to go out. I don’t care with who or what kind of topics we talked about as long I could get out of here and run away from my thoughts for a while, I guess I’ll be fine.
Thus, another day has passed.
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