And, I Want...

It’s a warm spring night.
I walk on the empty street shone by the lonely street lights.
The spring breeze strokes my hair gently.
Can we meet at the park?
I smile as typing the reply.
Yes.
You’ve waited while drinking a cold coke.
Sorry for making you wait.
You shook your head. 
So, what’s new?
Not much.
Then why did you ask me out today? I just get ready to sleep.
You? Sleep? At this hour? Are you kidding me?
Oh, shut up, I’m just trying to live a good life.
What is good when you only stay awake longer from watching Youtube?
So you called me only to nag me? What are you, my mom?
You laugh and throw the cola can to the trash bin.
Let’s go, I want to show you something.
You take me to your workshop roof.
Today is Eta Aquariids Meteor Shower. It might be too early, and we should wait a bit longer until almost dawn, but…
I’m laughing when I see his face.
Why were you laughing, you asked.
No, nothing. It’ just… funny.
What’s funny?
You. I laugh again seeing your confused face.
Anyway, we still had a lot time…
We smile at each other in the dark night of late April.
I’m bored. Let’s end someone’s life tonight…

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Option

My uncle once asked, which one do you prefer, go to sleep easily or wake up with ease?
I didn’t need to think a lot, so I just blurted out my answer, go to sleep easily, of course.
Maybe I had insomnia. I don’t know, I never discussed it with any therapist, but I do have trouble sleeping. It’s hard to sleep before 12 AM. I just don’t feel sleepy at all even though my body feels tired, even though I feel like lack of sleep and sleepy all day, but I just can’t sleep easily before 12 AM.
And even if I could sleep a bit later after 12 AM, I often woke up around 3-4 AM. That’s why I prefer to go to sleep easily.
But when I think again, wake up with ease is also important.
Being a trouble-sleeper, I often woke up not in a good state. Sometimes I could feel my body aching in a certain part. And of course, it could be affecting my mood for that day. It wouldn’t be good if I work with such a mood. Now I understand why my uncle pick wakes up with ease.
But how can I get that wake up in ease if I had trouble sleeping at night?
Sigh… 
Guess I need my chamomile tea.

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The Absurd Art Of Me 2

Hello again! I wanna share some of my absurd art again hahaha here we go~

(1) Lotus's Eye -210913-

No edited, no filter.

(2) The Pilgrim -121213-

This one is not using any filter too. the real pict. But I made some of edited version. I used handphone images editor application. Which one do you like? As for me, I like no. 3.

(3) 雨女-Rain Woman -031113-

Sometimes I could be like a Rain Woman. Everytime I go outside, it's gonna rain. Do you know Rain Woman? Rain Woman, or on Japanese, Ame-Onna, is a Youkai who come whenever it rains, and always seen licked her arm/hand. So I illustrated my version of Rain Woman. I just edited the lighting part. I love the rain effect XD I made it with ruler and eraser.











(4) 地獄太夫 - The Hell Courtesan -290913-

Do you know Jigoku Dayuu or Hell Courtesan? Have you ever heard anime Jigoku Shoujo? Yes, Jigoku Shoujo is a Hell Courtesan. Her job is delivering people who hold grudges and vengeance into Hell. The woman's tattoo is The Hell Courtesan.














That's it. Hope you like it :)

The Absurd Art of Me 1

Hello there! :D
Today, I would like to share some of my drawings. Yup, I love drawing, too. Some of it was an absurd thing. Well,  I know I'm not a great artist, but who cares? lol. 
Hope you enjoy it. Oh, you don't have to understand what's the meaning of each pics and feel free to interpreted it with your own assumption :)
All of the pics in here was taken by a handphone camera, not a scanner, so I must edited the lightning so that it would be clear enough to be seen.


 (1) Dead Tree -06092013-

I draw it using a pencil and edited the lightning so it could be seen.
Absurd enough, eh? :)















(2) The Eye -13062013-

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I made it using a pencil too. Hmm.. I think for this one, I forgot to edited the lighting. Hehe. But at least, it still can be seen, right?
















(3) Lotus -18042013-

I love tattoo! But sadly, I can't have it but a temporary one. Once, I made some temporary tattoo used a black-hair dye. With the leftover, I made this. A Lotus flower on a mud.














(4) Dying -18042013-

This art made by a leftover hair dye too. I'm interested in a dark-grotesque pict, so I tried to make one.















(5) Serpent -18042013-

 Made it from a leftover hair dye too hahaha.

















(6) Ayumi -

I forgot when I made her. I just remember that I made her when I was so bored waiting on my friend, and I named her Ayumi.














Well, that's it for today. I'm gonna post another pics (and another story) another time :)